I've never felt so loved in my life. The warm hug made me cry in front of her. The first thought that came to my mind is how awful and weak I look in front of her right now. Beyond that, I really didn't care a lot because I loved her so much. She looked at my eyes and gently reached with her warm palms, touching and wiping the tears away. She touched my tears of happiness.
Can you imagine how shallow people can be in high school and later life? Teenagers often find themselves hearing / saying the golden three words "I love you" too often that they either believe it and get hurt afterwards, or they just dismiss it because they don't believe it. Then people wonder why high school relationships last less than two months, which eventually makes it like a dating site or just a 'phase' in life. I think it really ruined society this way, but I also think it doesn't effect Zoey and me. We both know what we say and we both know we actually mean when we say it in those precious lovely moments.
It was the first time I've cried tears of happiness in front of her and in fact I find myself doing it more often these days when I do anything with her. It happened first when I was at the Annual Trip this year, a few days ago actually. When everyone left the room I just felt I needed to let her know how much I miss her big love and let her know how awesome she is and how grateful I am for the way she changed my life. She sent me a picture of her blushing, I died from the inside. It was amazing, I hope I made her realize how important she is to me.
I hope I effected her life as great as she did to me, so she'll feel as good as I do. All I want her is to be happy and feel the ultimate joy, every minute of her life - she deserves to be happy. And yes, I am crying from happiness while writing this as well.
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